i can not lie to you as good as i can lie to myself.

i've learn that now or more like, i'm learning it now.

i tell the best lies at the moment. i try so hard not to be touched of all the shit, but it's hard. and people are strarting to see how bad i acually feel. some have seen it. i ain't good on hiding it anymore.

i'm sitting here crying, not just for me but for an angel as well.

i love you sweetie <3 and you can always talk to me. no matter what.

everyone can and i really hope you know that, you can call me 24/7. anytime. i'm always here for you. why? cause i care and because your my everything.

well that's it for today.

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