det blev fel från första början o jag gjorde inget för att förhindra det. alls. jag bara lät det gå mer o mer åt helvete.

så stämmingen är på topp här hemma.

vill jag dra eller stanna? vill dra för vill inte va m morsan alls. vill stanna för ingen lär stå ut med mitt humör, känns det som iaf.

***** på allt o alla.

(It starts with)
One thing / I don’t know why
It doesn’t even matter how hard you try
Keep that in mind / I designed this rhyme
To explain in due time
All I know
time is a valuable thing
Watch it fly by as the pendulum swings
Watch it count down to the end of the day
The clock ticks life away
It’s so unreal
Didn’t look out below
Watch the time go right out the window
Trying to hold on / but didn’t even know
Wasted it all just to
Watch you go
I kept everything inside and even though I tried / it all fell apart
What it meant to me / will eventually / be a memory / of a time when I tried so hard

And got so far
But in the end
It doesn't even matter
I had to fall
To lose it all
But in the end
It doesn't even matter

And got so far
But in the end
It doesn’t even matter
I had to fall
To lose it all
But in the end
It doesn’t even matter

I've put my trust in you
Pushed as far as I can go
For all this
There’s only one thing you should know
I've put my trust in you
Pushed as far as I can go
For all this
There’s only one thing you should know

I tried so hard
And got so far
But in the end
It doesn’t even matter
I had to fall
To lose it all
But in the end
It doesn’t even matter

I'm tired of being what you want me to be,
Feeling so faithless lost under the surface
i Don't know what you are expecting of me
Put under the pressure of walking in your shoes
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
Every step that I take is another mistake to you
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)

I've become so numb I can't feel you there
Become so tired so much more aware,
I'm becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you

Can't you see that you're smothering me
Holding too tightly afraid to lose control
Cause everything that you thought I would be
Has fallen apart right in front of you
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
Every step that I take is another mistake to you
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
And every second I waste is more than I can take

I've become so numb I can't feel you there
Become so tired so much more aware
I'm becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you

And I know
I may end up failing too
But I know
You were just like me with someone disappointed in you

I've become so numb I can't feel you there
Become so tired so much more aware,
I'm becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you

I've become so numb I can't feel you there
I'm tired of being what you want me to be
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
I'm tired of being what you want me to be

You are in pain
Take your life, take your life with cocain
But I am who I am
so I do what I can, when I can
but I can't really do a damn thing

So fine this day
all your problems has gone away
but tomorrow, when you wake up
all your problems are back to stay

Your life,
a game
turn it up, turn it up with cocain
And everytime that you live is a time when you feel
and the only time you heal

Tell me what it is
and it would never be like this
A problem that we have in common
baby tell me what it is
it probebly dosnt meen a piss
will rip my heart apart

Now it's to late, to late to live
only heaven loves you now
so love it back for once
just once

Now it's to late, to late to live
and my councius killing me
so am I alive
but Im not free

and for all of you that can relate to this to
and for all of you that can relate to this to

White snow
I know
You're one a place where I just can't go
But I hope you do remember
your snow dosnt warm you in december

You are in pain
Take your life, take your life with cocain
But I am who I am
so I do what I can, when I can
but I can't really do a damn thing

Now it's to late, to late to live
only heaven loves you now
so love it back for once
just once

Now it's to late, to late to live
and my councius killing me
so am I alive
but Im not free

and for all of you that can relate to this to
and for all of you that can relate to this to

Tell me what it is
and it would never be like this
A problem that we have in common
baby tell me what it is
it probebly dosnt meen a piss
will rip my heart apart

You are in pain
Take your life, take your life with cocain
But I am who I am
so I do what I can, when I can
but I can't really do a damn thing

Now it's to late, to late to live
only heaven loves you now
so love it back for once
just once

Now it's to late, to late to live
and my councius killing me
so am I alive
but Im not free

and for all of you that can relate to this to
and for all of you that can relate to this to

Now its to late(x13)